Split

Make my heart sing again, not think of the days where you were wating to do yourself in. i'm heading back down hill again, fuck I don't want to be me, I don't want to be me. I don't want to be here anymore. i want to be think, i wan't to be loved, I wan't to be the girl you look at and think "Damn shes pretty, she must have loads of friends" even if I don't, hell your oppinions matter more to me than my sanity. I want to be invisable. Erase me off the  map

Tomorrow morning...

Promise me you wont cry.

I sing the blues and swallow them too.

I woke up this morning and loked in the mirror.  I'm starting to hate the person I see; big fat fuck up, can't even pass the C test in maths, who the fuck do you think you are? Think your so smart just because you got in to uni? There are people out there with degrees by your age, your not smart, your not fucking inteligent, your just a big fat fuck up playing catch up all the time. your nothing but a bitch and fuck fucking bitch and a fucking stupid. Your nothing. Absoloutly nothing. Fucking give up kid. go swallow a bottle of pills before its too late. Your nothing. Do the world a favour and top yourself already, it will be the best thing you do with your life.

At this moment in time

I fell so small, like nothing at all.
going to make it go away though abuse of the mind.
Its not what matteres that count.
Its like they say whats not there is just as important as what is.
Leave me out of the world.
Out of mind out of your sight.
Leave it rot on its on.
Waste everything to me.
On me.
I wont memories nine numbers and deny my soul
It says leave this shit hole town.
I will leave it crossed arms six foot under

At The Very Bottom Of Everything

I wanna be there.