nowhere

lost in the void

the little things

they take the biggest part
so detached from everything now
cut of from the people i talk to
break me down at least then i feel.

the times have changed

but i still feel lost without you
hard to find a new soul
when silence takes its tole.

doubts

i dont think i can do this anymore
it seemed to easy at the beginning of the year
ABB
its what i need to get in to uni
my best isn't going to cut it this time i have to be better than my best
i have to be better then my best
because the world is out to make me fail
and its starting to work
always going round in my head about the possibilities
i need to get in to uni this year
fuck i want it so fucking bad you do not understand how much i want it
i can't convince myself that i can do this
and the sad part is im starting to think no one else thinks i can do it
i want someone to believe in me
because i dont believe in my self
when i look in the mirror every morning on the way out the door
i see nothing of worth.
a failure in every sense.