I've done a lot of things wrong but I swear I'm a believer.

Sometimes I wonder why I bother trying to do nice things.
Half the time its shoved back in my face.
I work my ass off and no one gives a shit.
I get up and I so the fucking house.
No one even says fucking thank you.
It’s fucking bullshit.
Sometimes I want to curl up in the corner and cry.
I want to cry and cry like I won’t be able to cry ever again.
Scream at the moon.
Just let it all fucking out.
I’m so frustrated its unbelievable.
I want out of here.
Out of my own skin.
Out of my mind.
It’s better that way for us all.
See I’m nothing like what you think I am.
Impatient and selfish.
I’m being selfish again and wanting my own way.
What’s the fucking point of trying when no one gives a shit.
I do something.
Then ten minutes later someone else does the same thing.
Who gets noticed.
Not me.
But that’s me being selfish yet again.
Selfish fucking bitch.
I’m sick of fucking breaking my back for you.
I’m though with this shit.
It’s the last time I do something for someone else.
Fuck you.

Your not even getting an xo this time.