the thought that maybe i could find somewhere i belong
now i've started to realise no matter what i do
no matter where i am in the world i am never going to fit in
there is nothing i can do
there is nothing i can do to help that
it's not my fault its the way the doctor made me
i've changed myself so many times i don't know who me is anymore
i've tried so fucking hard to make friends
i've sold my soul for ten minutes company
i cant play this game anymore
i want to go home and throw this degree in the gutter
but i cant because it would break my mothers heart
i can see it in her smile when she tells people
when she tells them how far i've made it
i can't break her heart like that.
it would make my life if you would just stay for a while.
all i need is someone who will hold my hand through this.
and i know its too much to ask
thats the thing
they think i'm grown up
i'm anything but.
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