Conversations bring out the worst in me.
To be honist I'm not that great with words.
I can never express just the right emotion with them.
I can never get across the point that I want clearly enough.
I can never give them the weight they need to sink in.
There are four boys in this world.
That mean more to me than life or death.
Theres words in those songs.
That have spoken louder than any pill or shrink.
They held more meaning than anything I've heard before.
It seemed like every time I was down,
When I needed a star it was there.
Still is.
I don't like to burden peopel with problems.
Yet I trust them to people.
All too often I get burned.
But this time.
I trusted them to someone who's proved more than responsible enough to deal.
I've trusted my soul to cds.
Cds that saved my life.
Dragged me out the gutter when no one was looking.
And brought me to a point where I could begin to live again.
Begin to life.
Make friends.
Trust.
Make music.
Love.
Without it...where would I be.
I don't like to dwel on what ifs...
They upset me.
Make me realise how close I came to ending it all.
Then again they make me thing how lucky I am.
I did trust again.
I took that step and look where I am.
I have awsome friends.
One who will travel 700 miles to see me.
'I would walk 500 miles then 500 more'
I know FoB might be a lure.
But you have no I-fucking-dea how much that means.
I know I sound soppy.
But its like we're on the same wavelength.
The thing is you understand what it feels like.
To know that everything isn't right in you head.
I take a pill in the morning not to make it right.
But to mask my problems.
Not the way to deal I know but it keepts the peace.
Keept me at peace.
Not one pill keeps me sane like you do though.
To be honist I'm not that great with words.
I can never express just the right emotion with them.
I can never get across the point that I want clearly enough.
I can never give them the weight they need to sink in.
There are four boys in this world.
That mean more to me than life or death.
Theres words in those songs.
That have spoken louder than any pill or shrink.
They held more meaning than anything I've heard before.
It seemed like every time I was down,
When I needed a star it was there.
Still is.
I don't like to burden peopel with problems.
Yet I trust them to people.
All too often I get burned.
But this time.
I trusted them to someone who's proved more than responsible enough to deal.
I've trusted my soul to cds.
Cds that saved my life.
Dragged me out the gutter when no one was looking.
And brought me to a point where I could begin to live again.
Begin to life.
Make friends.
Trust.
Make music.
Love.
Without it...where would I be.
I don't like to dwel on what ifs...
They upset me.
Make me realise how close I came to ending it all.
Then again they make me thing how lucky I am.
I did trust again.
I took that step and look where I am.
I have awsome friends.
One who will travel 700 miles to see me.
'I would walk 500 miles then 500 more'
I know FoB might be a lure.
But you have no I-fucking-dea how much that means.
I know I sound soppy.
But its like we're on the same wavelength.
The thing is you understand what it feels like.
To know that everything isn't right in you head.
I take a pill in the morning not to make it right.
But to mask my problems.
Not the way to deal I know but it keepts the peace.
Keept me at peace.
Not one pill keeps me sane like you do though.
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