Captain

I’m having the feeling I’m failing at everything I am ever doing, my life is just one bar of notes ticking away in the background, my lifes a haze, like a tumble back fall blast from the past comes back to haunt. The shining sun is lost, and all the lines blur together. I can’t let the sun in even if I try, I can’t let my broken voice speak out, I forget it entered my life. I want to stair at the ocean and not be afraid to bring it to life. Sometimes I can’t bear the words that come out but I can’t stand to make it stop. Every time it’s a whisper and every time I’m in the frontline I’m alive. I don’t want that night to stop. Do you hear it, do you hear the only sound? No more wishing to escape I don’t want that night to stop. No more waiting no more wishing from the top it’s a glorious town.