Lost in time, lost in space time makes me want to pull my hair out and flip out. Clean my heart out and leave me sterile inside, want to feel nothing, want to be closed to the world and be alone. I can’t stand to see faces, feeling the inevitable crash after the high, should have stayed parallel. Make the tears stop I cry in to the pillow hoping that the chemical imbalances inside will even out like mother nature intended them to. Want to go on in live without the burden of this, why did it happen to me? why did I end up like this? I am nothing in reality, I am some shitty kid who has her dreams set too high, who aims too high, who misses every time. I am lost I am debt. Clap my hands and turn around, magic spell, magic well. “drowing out I feel I’m passing out, the music’s louder now.”
Blow my mind and shot my heart.
Im falling to deep.
Blow my mind and shot my heart.
Im falling to deep.
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